- Trying to secure a job that fits. (failing miserably)
- Trying to clean and decorate the house. (failing miserably)
- Trying to maintain a smile so everyone can see the me they want to see. (failing?)
- Trying to put myself first on the list for a change. (or anywhere on the list, number 1,001 would be even acceptable)
What Do I Need To Do?
- Prepare, serve and hostess a dinner for family and friends.
- Be a wonderful wife, mother, and all the rest.
- Make it through another holiday season.
What do I Want To Do?
- Bask in the joy of observing anyone other than me clean a toilet (or anything else) around here.
- Disappear for 24 hrs and see if anyone notices.
- Relax for any amount of time, do nothing for more than 30 seconds, not look at a calendar for a day, have no appointments for 24 hours...... in other words, BE SELFISH.